Anxiety filled day....don't know why. We have a lot going on at work and my brain doesn't function like I need it to. Can't concentrate. It's 11:58 pm and all I can think about is killing my 'buddy'. Whirrr click! Whirrr click! Enough already!!
Today was a pretty okay day. (other than my desire to kill 'buddy') Thursdays are all the same. Its waking up in the morning with this thing attached to me. Goes with me everywhere. I stopped for gas today after work. I had my 'buddy' next to me on the passenger seat of the car. I turned the car off, opened the door to start filing the tank. Then I heard something drop on the cement and drag along behind me. I totally forgot 'him' on the seat and jumped out of the car. What a pain!!
Can't drink anything cold, or worse today, anything even cool. Makes my throat feel....whats the word....funky? Like there is something caught in my lower part of the throat. Feels weird and makes me not want to eat or drink. Hot tea (herbal) works very well.
Five down....seven to go. I'll be insane by number 12, I just know it. Going to Alaska on Monday for a few days of work. That will take my mind off things I hope. Puerto Rico the end of the month. Hurrah!!
Can't sleep.....arghhhhh
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