Update from the last entry where I was preparing for the surgery. I updated this on my Facebook status, but here's a recap. Went in for the surgery in September and the Dr peeked around inside and decided that the chemo was doing a pretty good job and closed me up and sent me home. Went back to see Dr Coscio and she wanted me to do four more treatments and then do a scan. Did my four and had a CT and MRI last Friday. Nothing like getting up at 430 am in order to drive 35 miles into town (sounds like I live out in the country or something!) to MD Anderson main campus. Rolled into the valet about 630 am and prepped for the CT scan of the chest. Piece of cake, been there, done that. Finished up and went down 3 floors and prepped for the MRI. This time was better than the last MRI. I got the newer MRI machine which is a little bigger so it wasn't so claustrophobic feeling. They also gave me headphones that seemed to be playing the Mike and Mike sports talk show. Sometimes it was hard to hear the machine instructions to breath and hold your breath....MRI's are LOUD. The good thing about early appointments is you finish early too. So I was back home for lunch and then into the office for a couple hours.
Today, December 12, was my doctor visit today to review the CT/MRI...Met with Alicia, the PA today, I guess Coscio was busy. Anyway she said "good news, the scans looked great..." The two smaller lesions did not change size, the larger one moderately decreased in size...So, still responding positively....and so.....I get 4 more treatments! Good news, I don't have to start up again until after the New Year. Four more treatments then we'll scan again and go from there. I'll take advantage of the break to get out there and walk some more. During the period between last chemo and the planned surgery, I walked about 150 miles in 7 weeks, and felt great. I tried to continue walking after I started chemo again, but man, I could not find the energy. But with this winter break of a few weeks I am going to try and get out there again.
This time around (the last 4) has been the roughest, emotionally. Just didn't feel like I was going to get to the 4th one any time soon. But then it came and I was done. Yeah, I was disappointed that I have 2 more months of chemo after the first of the year, but I am just ready to knock this thing out!! The treatments aren't too bad. I feel very fortunate that I feel as good as I do. Alicia said I was a rock star with the treatments. All of my lab numbers are great and my liver enzymes are great, meaning the liver is tolerating the chemo very well. After this next round, if all three lesions continue to shrink, I guess we will keep going until the tumors stabilize and then the liver Dr will decide what the next move will be.
So....bring it on! Looking forward to Christmas with my grandson, greeting the new year with a new grand daughter and an awesome 2015! I hope everyone has a wonderful holiday season and I look forward to bringing more good news in the new year!!
Monday, December 15, 2014
Tuesday, August 19, 2014
Light at the end of the Tunnel
Well, big news. No more chemo. The Doctors have decided that I've had enough and the two lesions on the old liver are small enough now that they can surgically remove them. So here we go again with some serious cuttin'. So a couple weeks ago I had an appointment with Dr. Aloia, the liver Doc, and he wants to go over the last CT scan and tell me my options....He said everything looks good to go ahead and remove the two lesions, they have responded well to the chemo and have shrunk from 7 cms in November to about 1.3 cms now. He said we have to consider it now as well, because I was getting to the limit on the amount of chemo the old liver could take. He said after 8 sessions, the liver starts to be affected, 12 and it is starting to suffer, after 18 its difficult to operate on the liver. I was at 15, so it was time to stop.
The Doctors at MDA are terrific. They are very flexible with their schedule. I thought he was going to tell me after the consult that he had time next week if I wanted to have the surgery. I was surprised when he said I needed to be off chemo for at least 4 weeks to get it out of my system I guess and give the liver a chance to rest. I told him I had a conference in Hawaii in mid-September and he said no problem, we'll just wait for you to get back. Easy Peasy.....So, September 23 is the big day. He told me that between now (the appt last week) and the surgery, he wanted me to walk 30 mins in the morning and 30 mins in the evening and wants me to lose at least 10 pounds, all in an effort to strengthen the liver and make the surgery/recovery easier. Been doing it and already down 3 pounds. I want to do better than 10.
The week of the surgery starts with a Sunday MRI, Monday consult with the Doctor and the anesthesiologist, and then Tuesday admission. The way he explained it, on the day of the surgery he'll start by inserting a little camera (hopefully I will be deep into sleepy land) to look around at the condition of the liver. Then he'll take a biopsy and analyze the tissue to make sure it is strong enough for the surgery. If everything looks okay they'll proceed. He drew on a little diagram of the liver the two spots he was going to work on. He quickly drew two squares around the areas and said "I'll take this one out! And then, "I'll take that one out!" There is a tiny one he said he will just zap with a heated probe. YIKES. I asked him just how big his little squares on his picture were going to be and he said about the size of a lime. Okay, a Key Lime or small lime, or a big lime? He didn't say. I'm praying for the Key Lime!!!
Anyway, I'll be at MDA main hospital for about 5 days, then home for about 3 weeks. No driving, for a month, just recovering. Not looking forward to the surgery, but its my best chance for a cure. Now I may have to have what they are calling 'maintenance chemo' for a while afterwards, but that is okay, I can tolerate it fine. So, keep me in your prayers for a healthy liver in about 5 weeks and the surgery can go forward.
The Doctors at MDA are terrific. They are very flexible with their schedule. I thought he was going to tell me after the consult that he had time next week if I wanted to have the surgery. I was surprised when he said I needed to be off chemo for at least 4 weeks to get it out of my system I guess and give the liver a chance to rest. I told him I had a conference in Hawaii in mid-September and he said no problem, we'll just wait for you to get back. Easy Peasy.....So, September 23 is the big day. He told me that between now (the appt last week) and the surgery, he wanted me to walk 30 mins in the morning and 30 mins in the evening and wants me to lose at least 10 pounds, all in an effort to strengthen the liver and make the surgery/recovery easier. Been doing it and already down 3 pounds. I want to do better than 10.
The week of the surgery starts with a Sunday MRI, Monday consult with the Doctor and the anesthesiologist, and then Tuesday admission. The way he explained it, on the day of the surgery he'll start by inserting a little camera (hopefully I will be deep into sleepy land) to look around at the condition of the liver. Then he'll take a biopsy and analyze the tissue to make sure it is strong enough for the surgery. If everything looks okay they'll proceed. He drew on a little diagram of the liver the two spots he was going to work on. He quickly drew two squares around the areas and said "I'll take this one out! And then, "I'll take that one out!" There is a tiny one he said he will just zap with a heated probe. YIKES. I asked him just how big his little squares on his picture were going to be and he said about the size of a lime. Okay, a Key Lime or small lime, or a big lime? He didn't say. I'm praying for the Key Lime!!!
Anyway, I'll be at MDA main hospital for about 5 days, then home for about 3 weeks. No driving, for a month, just recovering. Not looking forward to the surgery, but its my best chance for a cure. Now I may have to have what they are calling 'maintenance chemo' for a while afterwards, but that is okay, I can tolerate it fine. So, keep me in your prayers for a healthy liver in about 5 weeks and the surgery can go forward.
Friday, July 11, 2014
Is it July already???
Wow, I haven't update this since December. I have updated my status on Facebook, but its not the same in a blog it seems. So, in my last post, I told you about my planned trip to Korea. It was fantastic, chance of a lifetime, I'll probably not have another trip there again. I was a little worried being out of the country for so long, not knowing what to expect with health, etc. Turned out okay. Korea, for the most part, is a fascinating place. With my Japanese heritage, it was great to be in a similar culture.
So two weeks in Korea, I flew back, restarted my chemo schedule, repacked and headed somewhere else, then another trip, then another chemo, then a little more chemo. My last regularly scheduled 8 round treatment schedule ended April 18. As I updated on Facebook, Dr. Redhair greeneyes, uh, Coscio, said she wanted me to go for 4 more treatments because I was responded well to the regimen. She eliminated the weekend 'buddy' bag, which was a big psychological step. I never felt I was making any positive movement when I had to drag my 'buddy' with me. Leaving him behind helped alot. I still struggled with the mere fact she wanted me to do four more, as I referred to them as my 'bonus' treatments. But I knew I could do it if it was making a difference. My next CT scan was in late April and it was good. Reduction in the size of all the lesions. All of my labs are excellent. Dr. Coscio started to think about talking with the liver surgeon about next steps.
So, its May now, and Dr. Coscio is getting ready to go on her maternity leave. Really? Doesn't she know how important I am and she has the nerve to take time off to what, have a baby??? Just kidding.... Men don't ask the right questions, and then they have to report to their wives all the details. I failed....again..."when did she have the baby?....uh, May?" "what did she have?...a girl, or uh maybe a boy." Anyway, she went ahead and took her time off. So I met her colleague, Dr. Nelson. Sigh. No red hair, green eyes, and all the other Angela stuff. I guess I'll just consider him...the Doctor. So, first meeting (older guy, serious look as he peruses my chart)....so, you had a CT scan in April.....looks like the lesions were showing reduction in size....looking at your lab work....(I REALLY HATED THOSE PAUSES!!!)...everything..looks..great! You are responding well to the chemo, we are going in the right direction. MAN...WORK ON YOUR COMMUNICATION SKILLS!!! I was expecting during anyone of those pauses for the...
"however....", but everything looked good. I told him about Coscio's plan for surgery and he said maybe we won't do surgery and just kill them off with chemo. Okay, you're the Dr. But we will probably look at long-term chemo just to keep things in check. Bummer.
So fast forward. July 23, last of the four 'bonus' treatments. Hooray. CT scan planned for the following week. July 2, CT scan at the main campus of MDA. Been there, done that, know the routine. You go in early to do blood work...then you go to the Imaging Dept and get in the queue to prep for the CT. They call you back the first time to get your vitals..then you wait..then they call you back to start your IV for when they inject a contrast medium during the scan. And they give you this extra large plastic cup with the drink of your choice (Sprite, Sprite zero, of some other juice) with oral contract poured in. "Okay, drink down to this line (the portion where those drink cups get small at the bottom) in an hour. Save the last until when they call you back." I picked Sprint Zero...zero calories, gotta watch my weight!! ;-0 This time around though, they threw in a kicker..."and did they tell you that you are going to get a barium enema too?" SAY WHAT??? Oh well, when you go through all you do to stay upright, what's a hose up the bum. Oh yeah, they do that once I get on the table, they didn't make me sit in the waiting room with my 'bag-o-barium'.
So, into the CT room, get on the table, same old routine. Then this 'extra' nurse is in the room. Hmmm....what do you do? Oh, okay, turn on my left side, ok, you're going to count to 3....1, 2, HELLO, 3. She needs to work on her delivery. Anyway, I won't go into the details. They hurried along the scan because they knew I was trying to keep a quart of barium inside. Finished the scan, scooted out of the room in a hurry to find the bathroom.....ahhhhh. Uh, no details.
Now its Thursday, July 10, follow up with Dr. Nelson. He's more upbeat today, second meeting, so as guys, we're 'buds' now. Big smile..."so, you have the CT results. They look...great! Continued response to the treatments. Lesions have reduced another 25% from the last CT so we are moving in the right direction. Labs continue to look great." He changed his position on surgery this time and said he would send a note to the liver guy about surgery. He said the only way to be cured would be to remove the tissue. If we just shrink them with chemo, they'll always be there. I think Dr. Coscio will be back by the time I have my next follow up, and maybe I'll know what the liver dude has to say by then. So this was a very long post, sorry, but catching up with 6 1/2 months...
I am super encouraged by the news. I am progre...oops, responding to the treatments. I learned from my excellent friend who works at MDA, Heather, that in cancer lingo, if you are 'progressing' that's bad, means the cancer is progressing. To express good news, she said you say you are 'responding' to treatments. Thanks Heather!!! Responding, responding, responding....
Did a treatment today...I guess in the spirit of the World Cup, having finished regular time (eight original treatments), extra time (four bonus), I guess we are into penalty kicks. Feel yuck tonight, but not too bad. Looking forward to a better tomorrow. Still don't like having to do the chemo, but I am bound and determined to beat this one again. I have a great family and the best of friends along with me on this ride. I remain positive, there are cancer patients I see when I am in for treatments working much harder than I am to keep ahead of the bad guy and my heart goes out to each of them. I have a great team at the infusion clinic of MDA-Woodland, everyone of them!! So, onward and upward.
Wednesday, December 18, 2013
Here we go again....
So, it's December, about 2 months after the MRI on the old liver. Historical recap: The tiny spot was now two larger spots....blah, blah, blah, cut to the chase....relapse. Bummer. I have a new oncologist, Dr. Angela Coscio. MD Anderson - St. Lukes. Very smart. Did I mention she has red hair? Tall? Red hair...hmm, where was I ? Any way, she ordered all new tests to find out what was going on. Met with Dr. Coscio yesterday. Confirmed the biopsy was positive for the cancer cells, time to discuss next steps.
Next steps....chemo...this time though, slightly different 'cocktail', mixed specially for this specific cancer cell tissue. The other regimen, FOLFOX6 didn't get it all the last time. No Oxiplaitin this time, so no new neuropathy. Yeah! (still no feeling in my toes) The new chemical might cause acne and maybe some 'digestive distress', but other than that about like the last time, which I tolerated well. Only 8 treatments she says, since they are very targeted. After 4 we'll re-scan to see if the lesions are shrinking (which they should be) then 4 more and then my liver Dr., Aloia, will re-sect the tissue out and I think she said the tiny ones they'll zap with a bit of radiation (that's a bit scary).
So, Merry Christmas to me....Christmas Eve morning, bright and early, head to the hospital to get my shiny new Port installed. Yipee...I was a good boy this year, thank you Santa. So I'll be in GREAT shape for Christmas Day. I was supposed to cook the big Christmas dinner but not sure I'll feel up to it. I guess I'll start my first treatment after Christmas sometime, but before New Year's Day.
Planning a 10-day trip to Korea in March and I asked Dr. Coscio, with her red hair, if she thought I could still take the trip and she said absolutely! She would make it work so that I can be gone for those days. Hope all goes well.
So, there you have it. I'm ready. I have a pretty good idea what to expect. Mentally...let's do this and get it over and done!! I don't plan on slowing down too much, gotta keep busy. I guess I'll try to add to this after the treatments, it helped me the first time, I'm sure it will help this time. I guess I'll talk to ya'll in the New Year. Happy Holidays!!
Friday, October 4, 2013
Happy Birthday to me....October 4, 2013
So, four months since the last entry. I have to admit its been a busy summer and early fall. I have traveled more in the past four months than I can remember. But in a lot of ways that is good. It means I am feeling better. Peripheral neuropathy is still a challenge in the feet, but I have been able to cope with any pain without prescription painkillers. OTC Aleve does the trick. I quit the 'scripts in April. If you remember in my previous blog, I tried going cold turkey. What a mistake. Anyway, that's done. I think I wrote about my puzzling liver thing. Its been pretty depressing thinking I might be going from one success to a new challenge. In April I had ANOTHER biopsy on the same spot on the liver. Like the last time, non-carcenogenic. Took a lot of blood tests and nothing definitive about anything. So my oncologist refered me to a liver specialist. I put off seeing the specialist since May. I was traveling alot and just could not (did not want) find the time.
Thursday, September 26, 2013 - So I decided to go see the specialist. I took all my liver paper work to him. "Hmmm....so you have had two CAT scans..." yes. "two PET scans...." yes. "None cancerous....full blood work for hepatitis A, B and C..." yes "all results negative...." yes. "So, why did you come to see me?" Really? Then, the reason the US health care system is so expensive: "Hmmm....have you had your liver MRI'd?" no. "Why don't we have you get an MRI on the liver and then we will have looked at it completely." So, I go in on Oct 6 (Sunday) for the procedure.
Monday, September 30 - I went for my six-month physical with my GP. It wasn't so good last time. Blood work done and numbers are on the edge, so over the edge. He wants me to see a urologist (you guys out there will know why). Well I didn't go see the urologist. Anyway, go in and the PA gives me a copy of my lab results....dread comes over me...then I read EVERYTHING is within acceptabel ranges...bad chlorestorol is down, good is up, PSA in the normal range, all the numbers looked great! It turned out to be a pretty good day that Monday.
Friday, October 4 - My birthday...Tommy was at work today in my office and took me to lunch, his treat. Came home to McKenzie's Bar-B-Que, which is a special occasion dinner for us. Deanna called from Plano, so it was good day.
Depression and anxiety lurk in the shadows. I feel restless. Just tired...mentally. That was one of the good things about one of the prescribed meds. Without it now I have to work at it all day, every day.
So, MRI this Sunday, follow up with the liver guy on Thursday. We'll see what the tests tell me. Went to Plano last weekend to see the grandson. What a joy. My kids don't remember my Dad much at all. They were so young when he passed.
If anything is worth reporting after my liver follow up this week I'll add to the blog. Take care
So, four months since the last entry. I have to admit its been a busy summer and early fall. I have traveled more in the past four months than I can remember. But in a lot of ways that is good. It means I am feeling better. Peripheral neuropathy is still a challenge in the feet, but I have been able to cope with any pain without prescription painkillers. OTC Aleve does the trick. I quit the 'scripts in April. If you remember in my previous blog, I tried going cold turkey. What a mistake. Anyway, that's done. I think I wrote about my puzzling liver thing. Its been pretty depressing thinking I might be going from one success to a new challenge. In April I had ANOTHER biopsy on the same spot on the liver. Like the last time, non-carcenogenic. Took a lot of blood tests and nothing definitive about anything. So my oncologist refered me to a liver specialist. I put off seeing the specialist since May. I was traveling alot and just could not (did not want) find the time.
Thursday, September 26, 2013 - So I decided to go see the specialist. I took all my liver paper work to him. "Hmmm....so you have had two CAT scans..." yes. "two PET scans...." yes. "None cancerous....full blood work for hepatitis A, B and C..." yes "all results negative...." yes. "So, why did you come to see me?" Really? Then, the reason the US health care system is so expensive: "Hmmm....have you had your liver MRI'd?" no. "Why don't we have you get an MRI on the liver and then we will have looked at it completely." So, I go in on Oct 6 (Sunday) for the procedure.
Monday, September 30 - I went for my six-month physical with my GP. It wasn't so good last time. Blood work done and numbers are on the edge, so over the edge. He wants me to see a urologist (you guys out there will know why). Well I didn't go see the urologist. Anyway, go in and the PA gives me a copy of my lab results....dread comes over me...then I read EVERYTHING is within acceptabel ranges...bad chlorestorol is down, good is up, PSA in the normal range, all the numbers looked great! It turned out to be a pretty good day that Monday.
Friday, October 4 - My birthday...Tommy was at work today in my office and took me to lunch, his treat. Came home to McKenzie's Bar-B-Que, which is a special occasion dinner for us. Deanna called from Plano, so it was good day.
Depression and anxiety lurk in the shadows. I feel restless. Just tired...mentally. That was one of the good things about one of the prescribed meds. Without it now I have to work at it all day, every day.
So, MRI this Sunday, follow up with the liver guy on Thursday. We'll see what the tests tell me. Went to Plano last weekend to see the grandson. What a joy. My kids don't remember my Dad much at all. They were so young when he passed.
If anything is worth reporting after my liver follow up this week I'll add to the blog. Take care
Saturday, May 11, 2013
May 2013....in the homestretch for the two-year mark...
Half of 2013 is almost gone. It has been a busy 5 months. I have been feeling great lately; energy is up, neuropathy is more manageable. So I finally took the needed time to get the PET scan Dr. Baltz wanted me to have. My annual CT scan still had that pesky spot on the liver. It was a little bigger than last time, so he suggested I get a PET to look at it again. So I did the PET, and no surprise, the spot was still there and Doc said I should have another biopsy. Great. Well, I was a little less apprehensive than last year since I had been through it before. Made the appointment and headed to the Star Lobby at Memorial Hermann. Anyone needing outpatient radiology at Memorial knows where I am talking about. Got up early and made my way over to the hospital and filled out the paperwork, paid my copay, and waited. It was kind of slow that morning because I didn't have to wait very long before they called me back. Hmmm....looked very familiar. They put you in a 12 X 9 'stall' with a bed and monitoring equipment. It's outpatient, so you walk in, put on the stylish gown and relax. Soon the nurses start buzzing around. Every time one comes in to do something they ask you your name and birthdate....just to make sure you are the right person. I don't know who would want to fake an identity and go have a liver biopsy on the sly...Any way, I get all hooked up and wait....and wait...The procedure is supposed to be a CT guided biopsy, meaning they use a CT scanner to pinpoint the lesion for the biopsy. They started out in the 'stall' with an ultrasound machine, but the lesion is too small to zero in on and so its off to the CT room. Same drill...tech asks me to verify my name and birthdate. It takes about 20 minutes of different scans for the Dr to pinpoint the spot. They gave me a couple doses of happy juice to make me relax, but not go under...I have to be able to respond to the machine and Dr's instructions. Gave me two or three (can't remember)'numbing' shots at the location...then he was about ready to start. Man, he punched that first needle in and I thought I would pass out even with the happy juice. It was lot more uncomfortable than I remembered. Last time they really juiced me up to where the ceiling tiles were dancing around. Not this time. I could really feel the pressure. With two sample needles in, they ran me inside the CT scanner one last time before taking the samples. The machine tells you to 'breath in'...'hold your breath'...SCAN SCAN....'breath out'. Well, those two needles sticking in the old liver was so uncomfortable I was kind of holding my breath already, and when the machine said to 'breath in', I didn't have much lung capacity to inhale much. OUCH...He took 5 little samples and it was done. He pulled out the needles, put a bandage on the two punctures and that was it. Off to recovery.
Got my call from my Onco (well Donna got the call)and the biopsy showed NO cancer in the samples. Halleluah! I didn't expect to find cancer. And unfortunately I also expected what he did tell me what was going on. So last time, I had a 'fatty liver'...still do. I need to do some more blood work and testing now on the liver. I do not have any of the expected signs or symptoms, so my Onco says I should get with a liver specialist. Great...one more Dr. First thing I know I can do is exercise and lose weight. That can have a dramatic positive affect for the liver. I'm going to try yoga. Ok, chuckle now. That is my goal now, reverse this liver disease.
The other thing I have to do is stop one of the pain medications my GP switched me to. One of the rarer side effects is inflammation to the liver. Great...your liver takes a beating everyday. Everything goes through it and consequently you can damage it fairly easy. I don't drink alcohol, so I don't and won't have that related liver disease. Hoping the exercise regime will reverse this condition. Hopefully the yoga will help with the neuropathy in my feet. It was difficult tonight to go through the poses the instructor was doing because a lot of the poses require the strength of your feet for balance. I still can't feel my toes and its pretty uncomfortable bending my toes like the instructor wants.
But I'm determined to do it. By August, my two year anniversary off chemo, I want to be down significantly in weight and up just as much with flexibility and strength. I get angry thinking about the colon cancer and what it has done to me. I am grateful nothing has shown up in two years, but the side effects have been maddening. The depression it can bring really takes it out of you. But I press on. Life goes on. My little grandson is getting bigger and I love to spend time with him. My kids never knew my Dad very well, he died when they were young. I want to be around for the grand children from all of my kids.
If you still read this blog every once in a while, thanks. It helps me get balanced. Life is hard enough without physical challenges. I'll probably add another entry once I see the new doctor about this liver deal.
Got my call from my Onco (well Donna got the call)and the biopsy showed NO cancer in the samples. Halleluah! I didn't expect to find cancer. And unfortunately I also expected what he did tell me what was going on. So last time, I had a 'fatty liver'...still do. I need to do some more blood work and testing now on the liver. I do not have any of the expected signs or symptoms, so my Onco says I should get with a liver specialist. Great...one more Dr. First thing I know I can do is exercise and lose weight. That can have a dramatic positive affect for the liver. I'm going to try yoga. Ok, chuckle now. That is my goal now, reverse this liver disease.
The other thing I have to do is stop one of the pain medications my GP switched me to. One of the rarer side effects is inflammation to the liver. Great...your liver takes a beating everyday. Everything goes through it and consequently you can damage it fairly easy. I don't drink alcohol, so I don't and won't have that related liver disease. Hoping the exercise regime will reverse this condition. Hopefully the yoga will help with the neuropathy in my feet. It was difficult tonight to go through the poses the instructor was doing because a lot of the poses require the strength of your feet for balance. I still can't feel my toes and its pretty uncomfortable bending my toes like the instructor wants.
But I'm determined to do it. By August, my two year anniversary off chemo, I want to be down significantly in weight and up just as much with flexibility and strength. I get angry thinking about the colon cancer and what it has done to me. I am grateful nothing has shown up in two years, but the side effects have been maddening. The depression it can bring really takes it out of you. But I press on. Life goes on. My little grandson is getting bigger and I love to spend time with him. My kids never knew my Dad very well, he died when they were young. I want to be around for the grand children from all of my kids.
If you still read this blog every once in a while, thanks. It helps me get balanced. Life is hard enough without physical challenges. I'll probably add another entry once I see the new doctor about this liver deal.
Monday, December 24, 2012
Two years....and gaining speed...
Christmas Eve
Well, first Christmas that I have felt pretty good since finishing Chemo last year. Not all the way there, but much better. In Plano visiting that little grandson of mine. He is a character...not bragging too much, but reminds me of me when I was his age...though I was too young to remember. I guess I would still be in San Juan, running around San Cristobal Fort, driving my Mom and Dad crazy. First night, Sunday, was a reminder of what it was like when our 4 were little. I was sound asleep, 230 am to be exact when I heard the first whimper....then a little cry....then Deanna coming into the guest bedroom with Mason to nurse him. Plop, right up in bed. Would have been ok except she uses one of the 'white noise' gadgets that makes a 'soothing' background noise to help him sleep. Well the noise was...I guess like a water fall or some sort of rushing water. Don't know how he could sleep through that, but it seemed to work! I laid there while Deanna rocked him in bed....whoosh, splash, water falling over rocks....he stirred a little, I rubbed his little sleepy foot hanging by my head and he settled down...gurgle, splash, whoosh...he finally settled down and I thought, okay, back to sleep. Then Deanna gets up, turns around and puts him in bed right next to me...crash, whoosh, splash...got to keep still so he sleeps...but all that sound of running water....well you know what that does....got to keep still...I control my body...I am in control....whoosh, splash...Deanna comes back in takes him back to bed, with her 'gadget' and its quiet again...starting to doze off...nope, I gotta get up...all that running water...gotta go!!
Had my check ups, two year anniversary. Earlier, my GP said things looked good. Saw my surgeon two weeks ago...said I looked great. I had called his office to schedule my annual 'scope, since I hadn't heard from him. The admin asked if I had received a letter from them to schedule and I said no, just thought I had to get an annual check. She looked at my records and said I wasn't scheduled until Dec 2013! Wow, I almost volunteered for a colonoscopy. Who does THAT?? Anyway, Doc said because last year's was clear I was on a two year rotation (no pun intended). Whew....Went to the Oncologist last week. He said everything looked great, would see me in 6 months. Still need a PET Scan next month, but just precautionary. Overall, I am pleased with everything for 2012.
For 2013, lose some more weight and get off BP medication. Neuropathy in my feet is still a problem, but getting used to it...sort of. Depression pops up every once in a while, but I fight through it.
Max Update...buddy Max and I have the routine down now. He is still under observation with Dr. Rainbow every two to three weeks. Still putting drops in his good eye and measuring the ocular pressures. Doc wants to get to the point of long term maintenance medications. Should be 3 or 4 more visits until he is comfortable with the maintenance plan. Otherwise, Max is doing great. His glass eye looks like it will settle into a gray color, but it doesn't seem to bother him. Peripheral vision of course is gone and he does get startled from things coming from his left side, but that will become easier.
Colleague of mine at work had some major surgery last week. Heart thing. He's in his mid 30s....MID 30s! Seems like everything went well. He came to talk to me before his surgery. Said he thought I could relate to the shock of hearing about a major health scare and how it resets your priorities. He has small kids and he said his life is more about his family now and work will find its way. I told him you gain a whole new perspective when faced with your own mortality. You are never the same. Never. Every ache, pain, bruise, or bump worries you. You are never at ease.
I am looking forward to 2013, both for the family and my work. We have some big goals for work and I am glad to be healthy enough to do my part. We have our challenges, but its my other family and I care about them. My immediate family, big plans as well...or at least that's what Donna tells me. I have gotten smarter as I have aged. Donna is smarter than me in a lot of ways when it comes to running this family. Looking forward to spending good times with Mason and all my kids and in-laws. Here's hoping for the best to all my friends and family in the new year!!
Well, first Christmas that I have felt pretty good since finishing Chemo last year. Not all the way there, but much better. In Plano visiting that little grandson of mine. He is a character...not bragging too much, but reminds me of me when I was his age...though I was too young to remember. I guess I would still be in San Juan, running around San Cristobal Fort, driving my Mom and Dad crazy. First night, Sunday, was a reminder of what it was like when our 4 were little. I was sound asleep, 230 am to be exact when I heard the first whimper....then a little cry....then Deanna coming into the guest bedroom with Mason to nurse him. Plop, right up in bed. Would have been ok except she uses one of the 'white noise' gadgets that makes a 'soothing' background noise to help him sleep. Well the noise was...I guess like a water fall or some sort of rushing water. Don't know how he could sleep through that, but it seemed to work! I laid there while Deanna rocked him in bed....whoosh, splash, water falling over rocks....he stirred a little, I rubbed his little sleepy foot hanging by my head and he settled down...gurgle, splash, whoosh...he finally settled down and I thought, okay, back to sleep. Then Deanna gets up, turns around and puts him in bed right next to me...crash, whoosh, splash...got to keep still so he sleeps...but all that sound of running water....well you know what that does....got to keep still...I control my body...I am in control....whoosh, splash...Deanna comes back in takes him back to bed, with her 'gadget' and its quiet again...starting to doze off...nope, I gotta get up...all that running water...gotta go!!
Had my check ups, two year anniversary. Earlier, my GP said things looked good. Saw my surgeon two weeks ago...said I looked great. I had called his office to schedule my annual 'scope, since I hadn't heard from him. The admin asked if I had received a letter from them to schedule and I said no, just thought I had to get an annual check. She looked at my records and said I wasn't scheduled until Dec 2013! Wow, I almost volunteered for a colonoscopy. Who does THAT?? Anyway, Doc said because last year's was clear I was on a two year rotation (no pun intended). Whew....Went to the Oncologist last week. He said everything looked great, would see me in 6 months. Still need a PET Scan next month, but just precautionary. Overall, I am pleased with everything for 2012.
For 2013, lose some more weight and get off BP medication. Neuropathy in my feet is still a problem, but getting used to it...sort of. Depression pops up every once in a while, but I fight through it.
Max Update...buddy Max and I have the routine down now. He is still under observation with Dr. Rainbow every two to three weeks. Still putting drops in his good eye and measuring the ocular pressures. Doc wants to get to the point of long term maintenance medications. Should be 3 or 4 more visits until he is comfortable with the maintenance plan. Otherwise, Max is doing great. His glass eye looks like it will settle into a gray color, but it doesn't seem to bother him. Peripheral vision of course is gone and he does get startled from things coming from his left side, but that will become easier.
Colleague of mine at work had some major surgery last week. Heart thing. He's in his mid 30s....MID 30s! Seems like everything went well. He came to talk to me before his surgery. Said he thought I could relate to the shock of hearing about a major health scare and how it resets your priorities. He has small kids and he said his life is more about his family now and work will find its way. I told him you gain a whole new perspective when faced with your own mortality. You are never the same. Never. Every ache, pain, bruise, or bump worries you. You are never at ease.
I am looking forward to 2013, both for the family and my work. We have some big goals for work and I am glad to be healthy enough to do my part. We have our challenges, but its my other family and I care about them. My immediate family, big plans as well...or at least that's what Donna tells me. I have gotten smarter as I have aged. Donna is smarter than me in a lot of ways when it comes to running this family. Looking forward to spending good times with Mason and all my kids and in-laws. Here's hoping for the best to all my friends and family in the new year!!
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